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my entire world is collapsing.
Oct. 7th, 2011 12:29 pmRight now, it feels as if my entire world is collapsing on me. My heart just shattered into a thousand shards. I can't stop the tears and the agonizing pain in my chest. It aches. He promised us, didn't he? Yamapi asked us to wait for him, and we did, but what was the result. Broken hearts and streams of tears. Even if we saw it coming, the impact wasn't softened. I knew them from the beginning, and I stayed with them through it all. And I will continue to stay with them. I do not know whether I can keep supporting Yamapi, but at least I will not give up on Koyama, Massu, Shige, and Tegoshi. Ryo, as well. His reasons are ones that I can sympathize with. It must have been difficult on him. And Kanjani8 were his roots, so it is expected that he'd stay with them. I know that the remaining four will be able to pull through this. I have faith in them. I love NEWS. I always have, and I always will. They are my heart, my soul, my life, my love, and my world. All we can do is continue to stay with them, and wait for them to open their wings and fly again.
